I am continually amazed by my children. I am amazed by the mess that such small creatures can create. I am amazed by the noise and chaos that surrounds them. I am amazed by how little time I have to do the things I used to take for granted like showering, cooking, thinking, talking to my husband. But most of all I am amazed by how much I love them. I couldn't conceive of loving anyone as much as I love Rowan, but somehow my heart expanded to allow just as much love for Connor.